Wednesday, July 28, 2004

oh yes i did had an enjoyable day as always. as long as your presence is there, it's something i always want. we can get some more chicken pie the next time. hahaha.
true, our relationship hasn't been a bed of roses, but we came out stronger than before. understanding each other immensely. loving each other even more. my love for
you has never decreases, it just keep increasing and increasing.

i love you a whole lot too darling. muacks.

-nel.

< nel.tina. > at 9:23:00 PM

Bon Jovi. All abt loving uu.

Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me & you
Mistakes I know I’ve made a few
I took some shots that fail from time to time baby
You were there to pull me through
Been around that block a time or two
I’m gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how I’ve come this far
The answer’s written in my eyes
Every time I look at you
Baby I see something new
It takes me higher than before
It makes me want you more
I don’t want to sleep tonight
Dreaming’s just a waste of time
When I look at what my life’s been coming to
I’m all about loving you
I’ve lived I’ve loved I’ve lost I’ve paid some dues
And baby we’ve been to hell and back again
Through it all you’re always my best friend
For all the words I didn’t say
and all the things I didn’t do
tonight I’m gonna find a way
Every time I look at you
Baby I see something new
It takes me higher than before
It makes me want you more
I don’t want to sleep tonight
Dreaming’s just a waste of time
When I look at what my life’s been coming to
I’m all about loving you
you can take this world away and everything I am
Leave the lines upon my face
I´m all about loving you
I’m all about
I’m all about
I’m all about loving you
Every time I look at you
Baby I see something new
It takes me higher than before
It makes me want you more
I don’t want to sleep tonight
Dreaming’s just a waste of time
When I look at what my life’s been coming to
I’m all about loving you
I’m all about loving you

-tina.


< nel.tina. > at 9:11:00 PM

dearie. firstly i wld like to day tt i had an enjoyable day agn today. as usual yea? im sure u did too. btw. im thinking of the chicken pie nw. agn. lols.

urhs. dearie. i guess u will agree with me, tt our r/s isnt exactly like a bed of roses. occasionally we will have disputes or smth. bd nth toooo serious just yet. i wldntn want any. bd rrly, whose r/s is?? ya? just want to leave u a little note her. just to let u knw, tt all these disputes wldnt change the depth of my love for u. i will continue to love u like hw i did frm the start. yea?? love ya as always.

-muaks

cya tmr!! miss ya!!!!

-tina

< nel.tina. > at 8:57:00 PM

Friday, July 23, 2004

another beautiful day spent with u. at the same place. it wasnt boring or anyth. it was fun. simply because im with u.

mt dearie after my bio class. he didnt go to sch because he overslpt and i miss him soooooooooooooooo much. look at the no. of oooooooooos and u'll know hw much i miss him. hee. erms anyway. we swam for awhile then went novena for dinner agn. its kfc this time round. tt's seriously the weirdest and quietest kfc outlet i've ever been to man. lols. werid ppl ard. alritte. then we went to the fdcourt for desert. red ruby. bd he ate most of him. i was freezing and full. tt's why. spent smtym at the mrt station. he took 825 with me today. i asked him to. i want more of him.

dearie. we cant seem to get enough of each other. like what we said just nw. one thing for sure, i dont ever want to get enough of u. able to spend with uu, is smth tt i always look forward to. pls, dont leave me. stay. for a simple reason. i need uu!! i want uu!!!

missing you
- darling.

< nel.tina. > at 8:41:00 PM

Thursday, July 22, 2004

Finally, I'm back. Weee.. Hmmm.. Updates are lesser these few days because we're both busy. So ya. Anyway, my darling had a busy day. After normal school ended, we went to 795 and eat a quick lunch as she was sick of school food. She then had social studies and physics remedial till bout 1530. She had netball competition after that. Such a long day right? Poor babe. I went to swim anyway. We met at Yck mrt station before heading to Novena Square foodcourt to eat our dinner cos i know if we were to go home straight, she would not eat her dinner. So ya. Had lots of fun, teasing, joking and stuff. Was a great experience. The open area of Novena Square, they had big group of middle-age people, working the moves out in line dancing. It was cool, what's
best was darling sang a song to me which was playing entitled My Love by Westlife. I tell you that experience was one of the greatest anyone could ever wished for. So sweet, so touching, so moving, so emotional! Just awesome! Hugs and kisses were obviously shared. Heeeeee. Did some window shopping and went home soon after.

My darling, Tina, you're someone so special to me. I mean the best person for me. Who can ever replace you ? I highly doubt so. Be with me always. I love you! muacks.

-nel

< nel.tina. > at 11:12:00 PM

Saturday, July 17, 2004

oh yes... been a long time.  hahaha.. ya, starbucks on weds was interesting. very indeed. hahaa..  and oh.. fort canning was super duper fun cos it was like we're both so hyper and lost our sanity. hence it was fun! bag was heavy, and all my vitamin c pills fell out of the bottle. in other words, no more vitamin c for me. boo.  naaa.. you were not heavy at all. =D was cool carrying my darling around. hahaa.. hmm.. about the promise, you already know what to do. so ya. good good.
 
i just wanna thank you for being there just now, during that time when i was really screwed and stuff. you helped me overcome that much more easier.  muacks.
 
i love you darling. 
 
-nel
 


< nel.tina. > at 12:51:00 PM

woah. we havent been updating for a mighty mighty long time yea. bth of us are busy, with sch and of cos with ourselves. hahhas. so ya. anyway. im here alrdy. hee.  shall get started.
 
wed.
went starbucks at ttsh. the quiet one. our first time there together. talk. and chill out. lols. it was "interesting" rights dear?? lols. sorie. private. whahahhahahas. *evil
 
yesterdae. fri.
stayed back in sch for bio lesson and mrs mattews din wanna let us go. and apparently, her reason was, girls are made of sugar. since it was raining, we'll all melt. so ya. lesson was supposed to end at 2 bd dragged till abt 2.30. i rushed all the way down because dearie was waiting for me. we then procceeded to fort canning. ahahhahs. walked walked. nice. the weather wasnt extremely hot tt's why. although our bags were heavy. hahahs. i had a fun time. thanks for carrying me, dear. havent been carried in the arms for a super long time.  hope i wasnt too heavy.  lols. it was all so fun. guessed we were bth crazy. kept laughing and all. ahhhh i cant stop saying. FUN! FUN! FUN! had bk at PS after tt then we went hm. the train ride wasnt very gd though. because of smths tt i thought of and said. anyway, dear, i will try my best to make tt promise. however, things were fine ltr. as usual. we can nvr be angry for a long time. hahhas. isnt tt wonderful??! hahhas.
 
" i rrly felt so helpless just nw. i so cldnt do anyth even though i know how sad and how pissed u were with urself. it was such a bad feeling. altho, in the end, it was just a false alarm, i realised smth. and tt is hw impt u are to me. and how much ur feelings can affect me. "
 
i love uuu. gonna miss u hun!!!!

-tina

< nel.tina. > at 12:28:00 PM

Friday, July 09, 2004

well, yea. like hw it goes. basically. as for me, i had 4 periods of bitching lessons. lols. and the only thing tt i looked forward to, was to go out with him after sch. rrly. its smth tt i wld always look forward to. and ya. it was once agn, a great day.

as long as im with u, as long as ure by my side, im happy. tt's all i want. im glad i've found u!

-tina
< nel.tina. > at 9:02:00 PM

hmm.. she passed me a sandwich which is her 'usual'. Kinda interesting though. Crabmeat, hotdog and 'melted' cheese altogether with two skinless slices of bread. Tina's usual. You guys might wanna try it out. Then school school school.. blah blah blah.. nothing special. We went to catch a movie. Mean Girls that is. it's really a very nice show. i'll rate it 4/5. it's that good. what more lindsay lohan acting right? pretty babe. hehe.. sorry dear, but as you know already. oh ya, we smuggled chocolates in! haha.. after the show we went to fort canning park for a while, just to enjoy each others presence. that's all people. nothing much happened. =D vroooom.. both of us are home now.

-nel
< nel.tina. > at 8:48:00 PM

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

tt entry of urs melted my heart, and then the title. love you as always. nice. twice today, i cried and i teared because of the wonderful things tt u've said to me. the promises tt u've made. they meant soooo much to me tt i cant explain. at all. i was stumped. in the bus. i don't know what to say. i cld only tell u at tt point of time, "i love u". they meant more than tt. rrly, i swear they did. the tears were of happiness and of relieve. tt i know i will always have u by my side. i will always have u loving me and taking good care of me. im dependent on u now. ure an essential, no longer a want. that was a loong long time ago when i have not discovered how impt u are to me.

love u. as always too. i'll stand by u. like how u did. thns dear!!
< nel.tina. > at 10:45:00 PM

hmm.. she had netball training today and i went to play soccer with my friends. it was fun. during her breaks she came over to the basketball court to see me. hehe.. was feeling good then. real good. ate in school but not really together. different timing. she went to send tiffany out to the MRT station. before we headed out to 795. she wanted teh ping and i got myself some chocolate. after everything, we went over to yishun interchange there to eat our dinner. she had cravings for hokkien mee for the past 2 days. so obviously i will bring her there to eat. ya. ate, chatted, and teased me. then went home together taking the same bus.

darling darling darling. oh oh oh. i love to see your face and i always want to. i can't stop thinking of you and i'll never will. i can't stop missing you and i won't want to. i won't want to leave you cause i can never bear to do so again. you're the only reason why everyday is such an amazing fairy tale. you're the only reason to my happiness.
i love you so much! i'll end with this.

True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.

-nel.
< nel.tina. > at 10:25:00 PM

Monday, July 05, 2004

yup. as what my darling said. it was a beautiful day. simple but great. had lots of fun. teasing and stuff. thank you for loving me too. i'm so immensely in love with you. a couple made in heaven. you're amazing. you're wonderful. you're beautiful. you're the greatest. no one else can
touch my heart like you do, i could search for eternity long and find there is none like you. i love you!

-nel
< nel.tina. > at 9:51:00 PM

weeeee~~~~~~ i had a wonderful day today. wonderful. great. yup. tt's it. went suntanning at yck in the afternoon with dearie. spent smtym soaking in the water too. hee. then, we went to eat macdonalds. had a craving for big n'tasty. hahahhas. i've been eating alot. and nt only alot, bd unhealthy fd. hais. hahahhas. no wonder im 'growing'. right dear??? lols. okay. get back to the story. erms. went to the library. to so called 'study'. did alittle only. went to buy vanilla coke. another of my craving. hahas. and nw. im hm. just gt hm nt long ago. dearie sent me hm. cos it was late. and he wants to. hee. *grins.

thns for constantly being there for me. thns for constantly showering ur love on me. thns for loving me. pls continue to do so, because im telling u, i will.
im loving u more and more each day. ure part of my life.

-tina.
< nel.tina. > at 8:49:00 PM

Friday, July 02, 2004

happy 3 month anniversary to you too darling. indeed it was a unique way to celebrate, but it was cool, not many will do that i guess. regarding to the case that we only have 1 day a week to meet, beginning right now. just do what you're supposed to do, don't worry about me. i understand it all. yup. although it's very sad for me but that's life.
i love you too.

-nel
< nel.tina. > at 9:28:00 PM

DEARIE!!! HAPPY 3 MTHS ANNIVERSARY!!! LOVE YOU. LOVE YOO. LOVE U.

had fun today. i guess u did too yea?? it was a special 3mths celebration. with all ur friends ard. hahas. sooo. we've actually been together for 7mths, 1 week and 5 days in total. tt's short. bd it feels like we've been together for a long time. we're sooooo connected yea?? okae. sorie abt having to tell u the news tt i cant meet u next wed. rrly sorie. u knew tt i'm a pretty busy person. right?? i hate nt being able to mt u too. seriously. sad. =[ bd i have my responsibilities. sorie. i know ya understand. bd i feel bad too. yoo go out with ur friends aight?? don't be sad. make ur plans. i can have lunch with u everyday. we go out next fri?? watch movie?? havent done tt for a long time. once agn. rrly sorie. i swear im gonna miss u altho im able to see u and talk to u.

-tina
im sorie. i love u. -missing yoo.
< nel.tina. > at 8:16:00 PM

Thursday, July 01, 2004

gee.. thanks for that lovely comment. so sweet of you. it's true and i'm aware of it. thank you for loving me. it's the same for me too. i love you for who you are and not what you are.
< nel.tina. > at 8:19:00 PM

man....i haven come here for a looooooong time yea?? am gonna update abt my bdae. had been delaying and finally im gonna spare myself a few mins. hee.

okae. met my dear in the morning cos he wants to be the first one to wish me happy birthday. hahahhas. alrites. then after tt, we went to sch. sch was alrites. nth much. quite a few ppl wished me. thns agn!!! fifi gave me a card, a bar of choco and a bookmark. rai, yanti n priss gave me a nice orange thong. hahhas. okae. fifi bought me a cake. strawberry shortcake and we celebrated during lunch. it was a rrly nice cake. she actually remembered me saying tt i like tt cake.

went macritchie with dearie after sch. just for awhile. soon after, we left for swensens at thomson. was planning to have a gd meal. in the end, i had tt sudden craving for chicken rice, so we decided to just get dwn at the next stop. and walk to the chicken rice tt i always go. after tt, we walked to thomson plaza and had ice cream at swensens. it was a simple day. bd nice. its enough for me. im content. cos i have my friends and of cos, him. i also felt as tho i've celebrated mine, on his bdae. so ya.

dearie. it rrly doesnt matter whether ure romantic or nt. cos tts nt impt. tt's nt what made me fall in love with u agn and agn. its u. rmb, u. as a whole. tt's what i love.
< nel.tina. > at 7:48:00 PM