Friday, October 15, 2004

things are so much better nw. u've been great darling. lets just enjoy and live at the moment. i love u! muaks.

< nel.tina. > at 9:52:00 PM

Sunday, October 03, 2004

havent updated for a long time. what can i share here??

i dont knw what to say.

rrly. hmm. this blog is called our story. our lives. yes. we have shared sometime of our lives together. we wrote this story together. it is such an interesting, and exciting book of our own. and also a story tt will soon come to an end. like the author of many books, any books, be it romance or detective, we knw the ending to this beautiful story. we are still writing tho. wld anyth. i mean anyth. tt we bth didnt expect, happen?? we're left to see for ourselves. one thing i do not understand. why? as one of the author? i have uncertainties, and fear the ending? why cant i possibly change the ending to the story tt i love so much?

i want to be oblivious. to everyth. i want to live in denial. because. only when im living in denial, living in what i believe in, can i be with uu. i love u dear.

< nel.tina. > at 11:15:00 AM